SHIFTED

Hello Peeps,
I have shifted to a new Blog : http://esimplicityy.blogspot.com/ [actually just a "y" different]

Erm, Why have I shifted?

>>Because I am not using the email in this blog and it "stupidly" don't allow me to change a new gmail account.. Thus, for my convenient, I set a new blog in the address above as a start of the new 2012!

>>However, I will keep this blog address as my memories as all the post since secondary and my grown ups are in this blog where many memories lies here.. Can't bear to close it. So memories in this blog will be kept deep in my heart.

>> Few Years later maybe when I look back my journal, it would be interesting! :)

Loves,
Grace

My Love

Marina Bay Sands

This is a video that I did and post in Youtube, just some media editing. Posting with a NEW blogger layout today! 

Surprise to see my Blog have people who visit! (Or you all just happen to drop by/ type the wrong address?) haha, anyway, to the pathetic number of viewers (Highest point is only 9) THANKS! 

 Although I don't really believe it but still, to those who,happy 11.11.11! 

 Umm, a good day to post on this special date.

反反复复的，不知道该如何开始，所以就写华文吧！ 坦白的说，长大了，看见别人甜蜜时，我其实也有可望爱情，希望能享受被人疼爱，每个女生都会吧。 

Umm，可是有时候会有错觉，可呢我真的想太多了，告诉自己顺其自然，还是免不了有。。。自恋的时候。可可(@.@) 

可呢真的是时机未到，或懂得珍惜又有责任感的人没出现，或我不够好（我承认阿，我不是美女也不是设么非常完美的人）。 就到这了，等待。。。 。。。 

Actually when I blog something, they are words which I wish to share but not shared out to my friends and close ones. So they will be kept in this blog and in my heart.

Sometimes, I really believe that having some really good friends are better than having a relationship. Because friendship last forever if it was maintain (both sides effort). Not that I don't want to be in a relationship but sometimes, I just thought that I might be single for the whole life, hahahaha.. Am I too negative? Maybe it may not be a bad thing, then I will keep a pet with me:D (Getting too imaginative.)

I really enjoyed giving out to people, seeing others happy makes me happy too, but when I really tried and they are not, I felt sad too. However, doesn't mean I'll give up being a good person, I believe there will be some others that appreciates my care:D (HOPE SO) 

Growing up

It's my last semester in SP as a student.

Life here pass so fast, just few more months, we will all be graduating, moving on to the next part of life.

Working or University?
I always told myself that if I really want it, I will get it. But my GPA don't seems to get it for me into University locally (perhaps a private one?) then all start to think back that we should really start to work hard in year one. --REGRETS.

Through this stage, I also want myself to be more matured, wanted to learn many stuffs, be more outstanding. Because I want to break away the past and see how high my capabilities are. I must told myself that every single day, I must grow, I must be different from the past and I must be ready for work or any challenges ahead.
I want to do my best, not just to be like anyone else that work because they need to work. I really hope to find where my interest are and go towards that direction, work or do things because I want it! -- Isn't how life suppose to be like?

Many of us do because we must, we need, we've got not choice.
I suddenly that I hate to be like that, I want a really break away.
--Just waiting for the opportunity to come? Really hope someone can tell me where I should really go after graduating, I felt so lost when I think of it. And i am graduating soon. I don't want to waste my time doing something I don't like.


This is what I captured while helping my friend for a shot in a abandon hostel. What does a new lock on rusty chain means?

To me: extraordinary out of the ordinary.

Tomorrow Never Comes

Consider a meaningful day today. Did quite a few things.

Firstly, got a presentation in the morning.
Secondly, noon time have class photo taking where we had lots of joy (hope my class can be better:))
Thirdly, went library for the mysterious bag thing (basically I was really bored). Guess what? Found an interesting book to read and won a NIKE bag pack(quite ugly though).
Fourth, went to help out with the videoing. Great experience and learn new stuffs. Enjoyed the performances while videoing and reminds me of my days in band where I am the one on stage too.
Lastly, had dinner at Jack's Place with family.

Cut all the craps,Main Purpose is to share with everyone the great poem from the book ,an HOUR to LIVE, an HOUR to love. By Richard Carlson and Kristine Carlson.


Extract from the book,
Tomorrow Never Comes (by Norma Cornett Marek)

If I knew it would be the last time I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly, and pray the Lord your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss, and call you back for just one more.

If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would tape each word and action, and play them back throughout my days.

If I knew it would be the last time, I would spare an extra minute or two. To stop and say "I love you", instead of assuming you know I do.

So just in case tomorrow never comes, and today is all I get, I'd like to say how much I love you, and I hope we never will forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance you get to hold you loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes, you will surely regret the day.

That you didn't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss,
And you were too busy to grant someone, what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold you loved ones close today, and whisper in their ear, that you love them very much, and you will always hold them dear.

Take time to say "I am sorry," "Please forgive me," "thank you" or "it's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes, you will have no regrets about today.

---NORMA CORNETT MAREK--
---Tomorrow Never Comes ---
Is dedicated in loving memory of Sammy, son of Norma Cornett Marek.


What a lovely poem and a great book.
Learnt to cherish every single day that was given
Learnt to cherish my loved ones around.
Less complaints, more love and gratitude.
Most Importantly, while pursuing our goals in life, we kept that deep in our mind.

Be truthful

Not too sure what stress meant to me, for a moment I thought that I am going into depression but I think I have walked out from it.

Was great reading other people's blog, time for my own blogging! : )

I experience what I have learned from school sometime. Yesterday while I was working, met an incident that still leaves in my mind. I really pity her that she lives in the angsty(not proper English but means have anger kept inside). I was angry for what she had done at first but after a moment, I let it go and really felt so sorry for her that she lives anger always.

I think humans have to learn to let go, things are not always how we see it is and does not happen to what we wanted/hope it to happen.

Be TRUTHFUL!

Actually I would prefer things to be straight, said it directly and don't beat around the bush or kept quite.
It applies to myself too.

Highly recommend a place to go if you are free.
National Museum of Singapore, they have great exhibitions currently.
About live photography. Things that was captured when it happens on the spot.
[look out for details at http://www.nationalmuseum.sg/ExhibitionDetail.aspx?id=55&cat=2]


I was trying imagine how the photographer took the picture when explosion happen just right in front of him. Very inspiring.


My shoots: Walking into History
Serangoon Interchange, going to shifted into Nex shopping mall very soon.


Tanjong Pagar Railway Station, KTM. Already closed.
Went to take some pictures on the last day of operation. Glad to have the chance to see it before it close down:) Although it was a pity that I didn't get a chance to sit on it. I have always wanted to experience how sitting on the train feels like.

Negatives

[Find it a good effect to represent my mood]

Just nice, A month have passed from my previous post!

Yet, Still into Photography. Hoping to improve day by day.

Recently stress level was up to the maximum.
Things just crop up. Life seems negative like the picture [above from web].

Basically, money was an issue stressing me up everyday.

Secondly, studies like exams that will be in a week time and I have not touch on the 3 modules. Projects which have to finished and rush out by end of this week.

Thirdly, family relations etc. Every household got their problems and I do have my. I envy people who have fabulous and close relationship with the families to even cousins, aunties and whatsoever. That's just not my case, Sometimes when they say blood ticker than water. It's not true to own family and beyond. Many gossips, dissatisfied, problems and many many.
[Okay, enough of it, going to be like a passage if I continues]

Fourthly,definitely friends plays a part. When things are behind the back. I don't know much but definitely something. When friend are not that close as before, takes time to adapt. I am really an extreme introvert, I am trying but things seems so hard. Problem really lies in me, I am the fault the one that.. don't know why I think so much.

Fifth, work life thought that I could earn more money and start working quite some days, feels like my holidays are not holidays.

Lastly, Myself. I am supper lazy. Don't know why I am lacking of courage and motivation to do stuffs. What will I accomplished if I continue to be that do nothing kind of attitude.
I always say I need to change but I am not changing better.
It feels really bad. I began to think for the future, hoping to start planning now. While I am still indecisive of many things.

200

One of my best shots:)

It's been long since I last blog. It's a space that I can view my point with no secrets.

I really wonder at times if I am not a good person.
I feel uncomfortable when I see myself that I am a follower and not a leader. I want to improve and grow. But my mentality restricted me or rather, my mind restricts me.

Trying hard to find a interest, a thing that I love doing and not for the seek of doing, a place where I can be myself.

Hope to meet up with long lost friends but no one seems to be free... People tends to have down moments and act very fine when with friends. Everyone is two-sided, I believe.

At least, I have the ability to boost my positive cells. If not, i should have depression very soon for my character.

Photography is fun, but have to save up for cameras that are really good!

Simple=Best, no worries:)