Feelings

4/7/07
Problems are still not settle yet... The budget problem & i dun know wat to do coz i am going for a camp this fri to sat to sun morning so i am going to miss band, AGAIN. phew.. so sian when am i going to band, hopefully next Monday nothing will interrupt...
Thx goodness that there is no phy test today because the teacher is rushing to complete the chapters...
But i still need to go for the camp because i am being convince to go^^ but i think i am going to leave early on Sunday because i do not want to stay longer with work incomplete!! My feeling is complicated now... i dun know weather to do this or dat i really hope to take a break from the interact club someday when i really cannot cope with the post of president. I love being president when in the year of sec 1 &2 coz i think dat they were great to take control & speak in front of the school but when i reaching sec 3., i notice dat a leader needs to do a lot of things and is often stress up, i am afraid that one day i would not be myself :( anyway i am not that good to become president because i have no confidence & not that good in leading the team i will be in this post is all because of voting but not my strengths.. But what can i do now, i just hope dat the camp will be really fun and i will meet great pals so i would not think that it is a waste of time & at least i learn something different from sch...

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