Striving

Our journey goes on and on...
(i-pod touch do gives me a lot of nice graphics:])

Blogging quite frequently these days. Just feels like, a channel to express my emotions in words:]

I think I am going to start admire my brother (second one) more because I can see that he really works hard to reach his goals. Being a successful gym trainer, selling complimentary products and a boss of his own. I always see him holding on to a book at night and the book is definitely about successful business or stuffs. I am willing to help him as much as I could.
Good Job man, although I know he don't visit my blog. But deep in my heart I am really happy that he strives for what he wants and he knows where exactly he want to be.
Even if if fails(*touch wood*) at least he tried he best. I strongly believe that he will definitely be a successful person in future. A long road ahead. What I could do is only to support him as much as I could.

Anyone who wants a gym train up or weight loss program or a healthier living can contact my me /(leave a comment on my post):]:] My brother definitely will do a great job, not being bias here. haha. Okay, I'll stop promoting.

My life is a little bored without my usual cliques in school, I guess I would need more time. Really wanted to go shopping! And should start the projects soon if not I will have to rush later on.

Time to watch the 2hours documentary which i have to write a report for it!

Good luck to myself!!:]

It's time

End of the first School week. Past very fast as usual.

Ok, I think my moody phrase is going to end because pms is over soon. Haha.. Anyway, yesterday was really bad. However, we should always look towards the bright side!! If keep thinking about the bad things in the past, I think I will soon have depression because there are so many unhappy stuffs but it is the history and stays in the past. Now is the present and the future is our concern.

In Chinese we always say “做人要往前看，过去的就然它过去吧。”
就重要是要好好把握现在。。

Everyday is going to be a bright and fresh start for me:]:}
At least now, I believe in myself.

Untittled

Sometimes it is good that no much people look at your blog because I can post anything and no one will know:]

I should just talk to my blog.
Dear blog, I am very dishearten and sad because something really awful happens to me today. From psychological view, things weight different to different people somethings may affect me greatly while you think is nothing. I think it will stays with me for quite sometime.

I really love this song...

>Whataya want from me<

Hey, slow it down whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Yeah I'm afraid whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

There might have been a time
When I would give myself away
Oooh once upon a time I didn't give a damn
But now, here we are so whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Just don't give up I'm workin it out
Please don't give in, I will let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Yeah, it's plain to see (plain to see)
that baby you're beautiful
And there's nothing wrong with you
(nothing wrong with you)
It's me, I'm a freak (yeah)
but thanks for lovin' me
Cause you're doing it perfectly
(it perfectly)

There might have been a time
When I would let you slip away
I wouldn't even try
But I think you could save my life

Just don't give up I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in, I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep comin around
Hey, whataya want from me (Whataya want from me)
Whataya want from me (Whataya want from me)

Just don't give up on me
(uuuuuuh) I won't let you down
No, I won't let you down

(So hey) just don't give up
I'm workin it out
Please don't give in,
I won't let you down
It messed me up (It messed me up)
Need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me

Just don't give up I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in, i won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me (whataya want from me)
whataya want from me (whataya want from me)
whataya want from me

Mood-less & Sunday blues because I am forced to work tomorrow.
Blog, I feels like I am still living in a dream, things seems to be unreal. Out if a sudden, I belong to somewhere where I don't use to be. It's a strange feeling and saddens me most of the time.

Start of a NEW

It's the start of the new academic year. New stuffs, everything still quite unfamiliar but it's getting better I think. Hope that we can really bond well because we will be in the same class for the next two years.

Changed my blog skin a little because I just feel like doing it. Getting bored of the old one, this also marks the start of a new chapter to me. Just that I did not change the blog link which I hope to change. There is no shoutbox because no one is using it anyway. If you have any comments just comment on the post itself.

[:加油 yanyee:]!!!

A Long Day

I went out for a dinner with Eve yesterday night, after which we went to catch a movie.

Overall, it's a movie which leave space for audience to think. Some bloody scene and nice graphics & artistic views. Experiencing a 360 degree turn of the whole story. Interesting. :]
And lucky enough to take the last bus home which taught me not to be too concentrated on my i-touch when sitting night bus. Because it goes so fast that really didn't notice that my stop have pass. So I alighted three stops after I miss it and came to realized it. And walk my way back.

I woke up at around 8am to prepare for work till 6pm then when to East Coast Park for CCA BBQ session [called Social Gathering]. Basically I only ate three chicken satay and i brought stuffs from BK to fill ourselves as it took quite long for the food to be ready. Furthermore, I was not very active because those that I often talk too, back up. So didn't stay over and went home but did not manage to catch the last bus so took a cab home. It was much cheaper compared to the other time where I took from orchard. From Parkway Parade to my home cost $13.50.

Reached home before 1am.

Rest well! Schools going to start so fast!!:]

Life

How's your life?

Some might think miserable, some think boring, some think it's good most think that it's just average (can be better).

Feeling down that there is no good news recently (neither from friends nor family).
Umm, what can I say, life is like that lor. There are ups and downs phrase and we will been through a lot a lot more as we grow older. I often think that is up to how we think of our life but it dosen't seems right at times. I don't know really. It's complicated.

Feels like encouraging people around me but not really useful. I am glad to share good stuffs and lend my listening ears when needed. What can I say? I am not a person who can leave impact on others and change the history. But we can hold the future because the future is in our hands.

Just like blogging, it's a form of sharing my thoughts but I don't even know if anyone read my blog then will feel sian diao?
Sometimes I feel like I am not myself because I did something which I think I won't or have a feel that others got another view of me. I hate to think of this. I think I think too much..

Life...

Heart to Heart

Many thoughts run through my mind these few days.

First is my work. I have finally told my manager that I will only work during like holidays so my Saturday and Sunday will be free:] This makes me a little happy today. However, I met a sarcastic people today. 'It' was trying to steal our plastic bag not just one but the whole packet kind because our bags are placed outside and 'it' still so 厚脸皮, came back to me say our balls uncooked but 'it' didn't even eat/ touch yet and I guarantee that it's cooked . Just because we exposed ‘it' in public, 'it' 鸡蛋里挑骨头 , give us troubles. Seriously, why got these people on earth? One more thing, I realized that I will never had an empty stomach when I leave taka because there is always food at the end of the day:] haha.

Second is my school work (of course). School is going to start so soon, feeling a little uneasy and unsure of what going to happen because I am going into a new class, new modules, new lecturers & new friends. I should say that I am a little afraid of those uncertainties that might happen. And hope that it will be a smooth journey ahead. I reflect on myself thinking why my grades are not so good. It is just a simple reason, because I have not work hard. If I had revise my work, it will turn up better I guess. But my reflection only stay with me for sometime and I will forget and back to that lazy me again. 加油！ ba.

Third is my friends. Long time never meet up with good friends because of camps and work and CCA but no one find me also. Very often I'll not receive a single message for the whole day; peaceful right. I am feeling glad also because someone grow up and began to have heart to heart talks? And glad also because he/she is working hard for his/her love. Wow, 长大了。

Lastly, about myself. Thinking a lot recently, feels that the world is never peace when heard the news this afternoon; like all the terrorist, 'red shirt' troops in Thailand etc. It is hard/never possible that we will live in total peace.
顺其自然 is the word. What will happen will happen, hard to avoid (maybe can?). The god's will is what humans cannot control, just let it be. However, I still believe in myself. Strive for the best. I am wondering if I had changed? Not really, I am still that introvert who is shy to open herself in front of others but one thing is that I have more courage, dare to speak up more working hard to talk as much as I can. More rooms for improvements to become a better person:]
Going for a "emo" shopping session with myself to adjust a bit and buy clothes!

Finally~加油，加油，加油!!! Fighting! ~

CSCC Freshmen Orientation Camp 10/11

Wow. Yummy Yummy:)

The feeling is great after this Camp, I have enjoyed it and I think the rest also enjoyed it:] We had fun and stay late together. All the memories will be kept in my heart. Although it's tiring but I just feel happy about it, make new friends or we become closer to one another. Suddenly, I felt a sense of belonging to CSCC when we are about to break camp.

However, it was great that there will be less work for me now and I can start to enjoy my holidays more as it'll be ending very soon!! Oh man, it's a sad thing when time pass so fast, the great things will be over and though things will be coming.

Nevermind, just have to believe in myself.

Good job to everyone who have help up in the FOC this year. The OCs, GPs, GLs & campers.
I thought that I will regret joining the camp and being the OC but from now, I am glad that I am part of the camp. ;] Just one more part for me to do, printing of photos and slot them in the albums. I guess I will like it. Can see the photos:] Cool.

I finally finish the video for CS sub-com!! Feeling awesome:] Go Facebook and check it out! Should really plan for a next CS outing!!
Many mosquitoes bite on my leg and I don't know why my legs are cramp when I din't do vigorous exercise or something.

>>WE~~~ are the CHAMPIONS~~~ [Haha, the epic moment]