First is my work. I have finally told my manager that I will only work during like holidays so my Saturday and Sunday will be free:] This makes me a little happy today. However, I met a sarcastic people today. 'It' was trying to steal our plastic bag not just one but the whole packet kind because our bags are placed outside and 'it' still so 厚脸皮, came back to me say our balls uncooked but 'it' didn't even eat/ touch yet and I guarantee that it's cooked . Just because we exposed ‘it' in public, 'it' 鸡蛋里挑骨头 , give us troubles. Seriously, why got these people on earth? One more thing, I realized that I will never had an empty stomach when I leave taka because there is always food at the end of the day:] haha.
Second is my school work (of course). School is going to start so soon, feeling a little uneasy and unsure of what going to happen because I am going into a new class, new modules, new lecturers & new friends. I should say that I am a little afraid of those uncertainties that might happen. And hope that it will be a smooth journey ahead. I reflect on myself thinking why my grades are not so good. It is just a simple reason, because I have not work hard. If I had revise my work, it will turn up better I guess. But my reflection only stay with me for sometime and I will forget and back to that lazy me again. 加油！ ba.
Third is my friends. Long time never meet up with good friends because of camps and work and CCA but no one find me also. Very often I'll not receive a single message for the whole day; peaceful right. I am feeling glad also because someone grow up and began to have heart to heart talks? And glad also because he/she is working hard for his/her love. Wow, 长大了。
Lastly, about myself. Thinking a lot recently, feels that the world is never peace when heard the news this afternoon; like all the terrorist, 'red shirt' troops in Thailand etc. It is hard/never possible that we will live in total peace.
顺其自然 is the word. What will happen will happen, hard to avoid (maybe can?). The god's will is what humans cannot control, just let it be. However, I still believe in myself. Strive for the best. I am wondering if I had changed? Not really, I am still that introvert who is shy to open herself in front of others but one thing is that I have more courage, dare to speak up more working hard to talk as much as I can. More rooms for improvements to become a better person:]
Going for a "emo" shopping session with myself to adjust a bit and buy clothes!
Finally~加油，加油，加油!!! Fighting! ~
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