Things don't always go smoothly

It is natural that things don't always happen in a way that they like. There is bound to have obstacles in life. Some might be BIG and some might be small.

I have a Dream, to achieve financial freedom and able to help more needy people financially and physically. Only a month ago that I think there is a way that my dreams may come true. It is possible. But somehow, there are many obstacles that I need to pass through to get in the first step.
I never thought of working for someone for life because my dream will never come true.I would probably surrender my i/c (died) by the time I am able to achieve my dreams or could have probably gone somewhere else.
I never thought that I am so luck to strike a lottery because I don't buy in the first place and the chances of me striking the lightning is higher.
I never thought of working many many jobs to achieve the income because I am not a robot.
I never thought of getting a higher degree to get a higher job because study is not my interest. And it's still working for someone.
I never thought of borrowing money from someone. Because the Dream is still not achieved.
I have thought of starting my small business but I don't have the cash and the experience and I can't afford the risk.

Resilience skills are needed to overcome all the back out that we get in daily life.

To get this first step is really tough. But...

Life goes on and it will be better. That is what I believe. I will never give up on my dream. And I will find all sorts of way to achieve it.
I believe I can, I am the BEST! Yes I can, WE can, EVERYONE can!

Choice

"The choice is yours."

We often heard people say this and today, i find it really true.
Just as I was reach the Mrt station, i saw my bus coming but from Mrt to the bus stop is of some distance. I walk and was thinking if I should run to board the bus. After some time, I decide to go for it but just as I reach, the bus also left. At that point I was thinking that it is somehow similar to life.
We have the choice to do certain things and make decision. I would most probably board the bus if I had decided to run earlier. Many will think back and regret saying that "I should have...". However, I think that it is more important to reflect on what we have done wrong and don't make the same mistake again. Learn from mistakes and don't repeat it again.

I always told myself that it is time to exercise but it was not put into action always. Jia You to myself then.

SSM to do report and presentation! UCCD presentation! FMA test! All the tutorials! Can I do all in a day? most probably not.

A sudden blind

Have anyone got a experience of sudden black out while you are still conscious?

First time in my life that I have experience a sudden blind for like 1 min?? Everything just turn out and it was all black in front of me, not even a single ray of light can be seen. It was scary? But I guess I was quite clam and luckily my mum came to help me just at the right moment. It was still conscious and thoughts came through my mind then I realized how important our eyes are. Not only our eyes but all the senses as they are somehow linked! Now, I learn to treasure what I see; the colours, the pictures that I see through my eyes everyday. I think everyone learn from lesson/mistakes and we grow. That is Life, continuing the learning process even till old.

No worries, doctor said that there wasn't any big problem so I am relieve. However, the cause to this incident was not known. Under investigations?? haha.

I would also like to thank all people who wished me well and my classmates who gave a 'interesting call'. They are really bunch of people who bring joy:] Also my dad who took leave to accompany to the doctor:]
~~Thank you all!~~

I think I should improve on my responsiveness, I was slow to adapt the changes. When a lady fell just now, my father react faster than me to hold her although I saw it first. I should be more attentive!