I doubts myself

I sometimes doubt myself before other doubt me.

I wonder if I am a good friend? (I guess not good enough)
I dislike being an introvert. (but I don't know where to start)
I puzzle myself for what I dressed (seems out of the world sometimes)
I observe how people look at me (social self image)
I feel that I am insignificant (I hope good friends can call me at times)
I am a follower (I do what people asked me to)

I want to change, I want to have a new self.
Be a leader, get a fresh life.

I have fears but I think I will get it over! Yes!

CA is coming, feeling stress because I have not start on many things yet, begin to worry for my GPA.
加油 加油 加油!^_^

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