[Find it a good effect to represent my mood]
Just nice, A month have passed from my previous post!
Yet, Still into Photography. Hoping to improve day by day.
Recently stress level was up to the maximum.
Things just crop up. Life seems negative like the picture [above from web].
Basically, money was an issue stressing me up everyday.
Secondly, studies like exams that will be in a week time and I have not touch on the 3 modules. Projects which have to finished and rush out by end of this week.
Thirdly, family relations etc. Every household got their problems and I do have my. I envy people who have fabulous and close relationship with the families to even cousins, aunties and whatsoever. That's just not my case, Sometimes when they say blood ticker than water. It's not true to own family and beyond. Many gossips, dissatisfied, problems and many many.
[Okay, enough of it, going to be like a passage if I continues]
Fourthly,definitely friends plays a part. When things are behind the back. I don't know much but definitely something. When friend are not that close as before, takes time to adapt. I am really an extreme introvert, I am trying but things seems so hard. Problem really lies in me, I am the fault the one that.. don't know why I think so much.
Fifth, work life thought that I could earn more money and start working quite some days, feels like my holidays are not holidays.
Lastly, Myself. I am supper lazy. Don't know why I am lacking of courage and motivation to do stuffs. What will I accomplished if I continue to be that do nothing kind of attitude.
I always say I need to change but I am not changing better.
It feels really bad. I began to think for the future, hoping to start planning now. While I am still indecisive of many things.
