Growing up

It's my last semester in SP as a student.

Life here pass so fast, just few more months, we will all be graduating, moving on to the next part of life.

Working or University?
I always told myself that if I really want it, I will get it. But my GPA don't seems to get it for me into University locally (perhaps a private one?) then all start to think back that we should really start to work hard in year one. --REGRETS.

Through this stage, I also want myself to be more matured, wanted to learn many stuffs, be more outstanding. Because I want to break away the past and see how high my capabilities are. I must told myself that every single day, I must grow, I must be different from the past and I must be ready for work or any challenges ahead.
I want to do my best, not just to be like anyone else that work because they need to work. I really hope to find where my interest are and go towards that direction, work or do things because I want it! -- Isn't how life suppose to be like?

Many of us do because we must, we need, we've got not choice.
I suddenly that I hate to be like that, I want a really break away.
--Just waiting for the opportunity to come? Really hope someone can tell me where I should really go after graduating, I felt so lost when I think of it. And i am graduating soon. I don't want to waste my time doing something I don't like.


This is what I captured while helping my friend for a shot in a abandon hostel. What does a new lock on rusty chain means?

To me: extraordinary out of the ordinary.