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This is a video that I did and post in Youtube, just some media editing. Posting with a NEW blogger layout today! 

Surprise to see my Blog have people who visit! (Or you all just happen to drop by/ type the wrong address?) haha, anyway, to the pathetic number of viewers (Highest point is only 9) THANKS! 

 Although I don't really believe it but still, to those who,happy 11.11.11! 

 Umm, a good day to post on this special date.

反反复复的，不知道该如何开始，所以就写华文吧！ 坦白的说，长大了，看见别人甜蜜时，我其实也有可望爱情，希望能享受被人疼爱，每个女生都会吧。 

Umm，可是有时候会有错觉，可呢我真的想太多了，告诉自己顺其自然，还是免不了有。。。自恋的时候。可可(@.@) 

可呢真的是时机未到，或懂得珍惜又有责任感的人没出现，或我不够好（我承认阿，我不是美女也不是设么非常完美的人）。 就到这了，等待。。。 。。。 

Actually when I blog something, they are words which I wish to share but not shared out to my friends and close ones. So they will be kept in this blog and in my heart.

Sometimes, I really believe that having some really good friends are better than having a relationship. Because friendship last forever if it was maintain (both sides effort). Not that I don't want to be in a relationship but sometimes, I just thought that I might be single for the whole life, hahahaha.. Am I too negative? Maybe it may not be a bad thing, then I will keep a pet with me:D (Getting too imaginative.)

I really enjoyed giving out to people, seeing others happy makes me happy too, but when I really tried and they are not, I felt sad too. However, doesn't mean I'll give up being a good person, I believe there will be some others that appreciates my care:D (HOPE SO) 

Growing up

It's my last semester in SP as a student.

Life here pass so fast, just few more months, we will all be graduating, moving on to the next part of life.

Working or University?
I always told myself that if I really want it, I will get it. But my GPA don't seems to get it for me into University locally (perhaps a private one?) then all start to think back that we should really start to work hard in year one. --REGRETS.

Through this stage, I also want myself to be more matured, wanted to learn many stuffs, be more outstanding. Because I want to break away the past and see how high my capabilities are. I must told myself that every single day, I must grow, I must be different from the past and I must be ready for work or any challenges ahead.
I want to do my best, not just to be like anyone else that work because they need to work. I really hope to find where my interest are and go towards that direction, work or do things because I want it! -- Isn't how life suppose to be like?

Many of us do because we must, we need, we've got not choice.
I suddenly that I hate to be like that, I want a really break away.
--Just waiting for the opportunity to come? Really hope someone can tell me where I should really go after graduating, I felt so lost when I think of it. And i am graduating soon. I don't want to waste my time doing something I don't like.


This is what I captured while helping my friend for a shot in a abandon hostel. What does a new lock on rusty chain means?

To me: extraordinary out of the ordinary.

Tomorrow Never Comes

Consider a meaningful day today. Did quite a few things.

Firstly, got a presentation in the morning.
Secondly, noon time have class photo taking where we had lots of joy (hope my class can be better:))
Thirdly, went library for the mysterious bag thing (basically I was really bored). Guess what? Found an interesting book to read and won a NIKE bag pack(quite ugly though).
Fourth, went to help out with the videoing. Great experience and learn new stuffs. Enjoyed the performances while videoing and reminds me of my days in band where I am the one on stage too.
Lastly, had dinner at Jack's Place with family.

Cut all the craps,Main Purpose is to share with everyone the great poem from the book ,an HOUR to LIVE, an HOUR to love. By Richard Carlson and Kristine Carlson.


Extract from the book,
Tomorrow Never Comes (by Norma Cornett Marek)

If I knew it would be the last time I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly, and pray the Lord your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss, and call you back for just one more.

If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would tape each word and action, and play them back throughout my days.

If I knew it would be the last time, I would spare an extra minute or two. To stop and say "I love you", instead of assuming you know I do.

So just in case tomorrow never comes, and today is all I get, I'd like to say how much I love you, and I hope we never will forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance you get to hold you loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes, you will surely regret the day.

That you didn't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss,
And you were too busy to grant someone, what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold you loved ones close today, and whisper in their ear, that you love them very much, and you will always hold them dear.

Take time to say "I am sorry," "Please forgive me," "thank you" or "it's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes, you will have no regrets about today.

---NORMA CORNETT MAREK--
---Tomorrow Never Comes ---
Is dedicated in loving memory of Sammy, son of Norma Cornett Marek.


What a lovely poem and a great book.
Learnt to cherish every single day that was given
Learnt to cherish my loved ones around.
Less complaints, more love and gratitude.
Most Importantly, while pursuing our goals in life, we kept that deep in our mind.

Be truthful

Not too sure what stress meant to me, for a moment I thought that I am going into depression but I think I have walked out from it.

Was great reading other people's blog, time for my own blogging! : )

I experience what I have learned from school sometime. Yesterday while I was working, met an incident that still leaves in my mind. I really pity her that she lives in the angsty(not proper English but means have anger kept inside). I was angry for what she had done at first but after a moment, I let it go and really felt so sorry for her that she lives anger always.

I think humans have to learn to let go, things are not always how we see it is and does not happen to what we wanted/hope it to happen.

Be TRUTHFUL!

Actually I would prefer things to be straight, said it directly and don't beat around the bush or kept quite.
It applies to myself too.

Highly recommend a place to go if you are free.
National Museum of Singapore, they have great exhibitions currently.
About live photography. Things that was captured when it happens on the spot.
[look out for details at http://www.nationalmuseum.sg/ExhibitionDetail.aspx?id=55&cat=2]


I was trying imagine how the photographer took the picture when explosion happen just right in front of him. Very inspiring.


My shoots: Walking into History
Serangoon Interchange, going to shifted into Nex shopping mall very soon.


Tanjong Pagar Railway Station, KTM. Already closed.
Went to take some pictures on the last day of operation. Glad to have the chance to see it before it close down:) Although it was a pity that I didn't get a chance to sit on it. I have always wanted to experience how sitting on the train feels like.

Negatives

[Find it a good effect to represent my mood]

Just nice, A month have passed from my previous post!

Yet, Still into Photography. Hoping to improve day by day.

Recently stress level was up to the maximum.
Things just crop up. Life seems negative like the picture [above from web].

Basically, money was an issue stressing me up everyday.

Secondly, studies like exams that will be in a week time and I have not touch on the 3 modules. Projects which have to finished and rush out by end of this week.

Thirdly, family relations etc. Every household got their problems and I do have my. I envy people who have fabulous and close relationship with the families to even cousins, aunties and whatsoever. That's just not my case, Sometimes when they say blood ticker than water. It's not true to own family and beyond. Many gossips, dissatisfied, problems and many many.
[Okay, enough of it, going to be like a passage if I continues]

Fourthly,definitely friends plays a part. When things are behind the back. I don't know much but definitely something. When friend are not that close as before, takes time to adapt. I am really an extreme introvert, I am trying but things seems so hard. Problem really lies in me, I am the fault the one that.. don't know why I think so much.

Fifth, work life thought that I could earn more money and start working quite some days, feels like my holidays are not holidays.

Lastly, Myself. I am supper lazy. Don't know why I am lacking of courage and motivation to do stuffs. What will I accomplished if I continue to be that do nothing kind of attitude.
I always say I need to change but I am not changing better.
It feels really bad. I began to think for the future, hoping to start planning now. While I am still indecisive of many things.

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One of my best shots:)

It's been long since I last blog. It's a space that I can view my point with no secrets.

I really wonder at times if I am not a good person.
I feel uncomfortable when I see myself that I am a follower and not a leader. I want to improve and grow. But my mentality restricted me or rather, my mind restricts me.

Trying hard to find a interest, a thing that I love doing and not for the seek of doing, a place where I can be myself.

Hope to meet up with long lost friends but no one seems to be free... People tends to have down moments and act very fine when with friends. Everyone is two-sided, I believe.

At least, I have the ability to boost my positive cells. If not, i should have depression very soon for my character.

Photography is fun, but have to save up for cameras that are really good!

Simple=Best, no worries:)

Motion Pte Ltd

Grace Sng
Motion Pte Ltd
721A North Bridge Road
Singapore 198689
Tel: 6299 4184
Tel: 6297 2237

I will remember that because I type it everyday for my emails.

I have to say that, I changed.
They are really thoughtful and I am really touched by them. Despite their business, they thought of a surprise for us on the last day. A down and bored day becomes a exciting, meaningful and enjoyable day at work!

I have fun, tears, sad, happy, troubles and all emotions in the past six weeks but it was a great life journey to be in Motion.

Love them all.
Juliana, Hajar, Rina, Veronica, Nadia, Rio, David, Jun Yi, Fadhil, Mancel and all the people of motion.
Although they might not be able to see it but millions of thanks to them!
It would be better if I could know them more.:D

A great day today.

My last post on ITP

It is the last day of my ITP.
I will never post any related things about itp on Motion(work) again.
Working is not the life I wanted or I can say what they are doing is not my interest.
Although I have post everything on this post during work:D

But anyway, I got inspired by a song I heard during work today.

Jay-Z Forever Young

Forever Young Lyrics

[Mr. Hudson]
Let's dance in style
Let's dance for a while
Heaven can wait we're only watching the skies
Hoping for the best but expecting the worst
Are you gonna drop the bomb or not?
Let us die young or let us live forever
We don't have the power but we never say never
Sitting in a sandpit
Life is a short trip
The music's for the sad man

[Chorus]
Forever young
I wanna be
Forever young
Do you really want to live forever,
forever, and ever? (Uhh)
Forever young (Young)
I wanna be (Aye, may the best of your todays...
Forever young (Be the worst of your tomorrows...
Do you really want to live forever, (But we ain't even thinkin that far...Ya kna what i mean?)
Forever, forever young

[Jay-z]
So we livin life like a video
Where the sun is always out and you never get old
and the champaign is always cold
and the music is always good
and the pretty girls just happen to stop by in the hood
and they hop they pretty ass up on the hood of that pretty ass car
without a wrinkle in today
cuz there's no tomorrow
just a picture perfect day
that last a whole lifetime
and it never ends
cause all we have to do is hit rewind
So let's just stay in the moment smoke some weed drink some wine
Reminisce talk some shit forever young is in your mind
Leave a mark they can't erase, Neither space nor time
So when the director yells cut, I'll be fine
I'm forever young

[Chorus]

[Jay-z]
Fear not where, fear not why, fear not much while we're alive
Life is for living not living uptight
til you're somewhere up in the sky
Fear not die I'll be alive for a million years bye bye's are not for legends i'm forever young my name shall survive
Through the darkest blocks, over kitchen stoves, over Pyrex pots, My name shall be passed down to generations while debatin' up in barber shops
Young slung, hung here, showed that a nigga from here, With a little ambition, just what we can become here.
And as the father pass the story down to his son's ear younger get younger every year (yeah)
So if you love me baby this is how you let me know, Don't ever let me go, thats how you let me know, baby

[Chorus]

[Jay-z sings]
Slammin' Bentley doors,
hoppin' outta Porsche's
Poppin' Up on Forbes' list
Gorgeous (hold up,)
Niggas thought I lost it
They be talking bullshit,
I be talking more shit,
They nauseous, (hold up) I'll be here forever
You know I'm on my four shit
I ain't with foreclosure
I will never forfeit
Less than four bars
Guru bring the chorus in
Did you get the picture yet?
I'm painting you a portrait of Young

[Chorus]
Forever young
I wanna be
Forever young (Forever young)
Do you really want to live forever
forever, forever young

I think I am aging as days past, my life is not about fun and games everyday, many responsibilities like Insurance, Transportation fees, spendings is all on myself. I can't imagine if I did not have work, I will be broke and penniless.
What you are doing may not be what you want but you have to do it.
~~I hope to be Forever Young!!~~

School is starting, I Have to plan my schedule ahead now and improve on my work.
I am YEAR 3 oh my, feels so old:(

I am going to be better because I want to be better! More professional, more matured, more self-discipline and more perseverance!

I need motivation, I need someone support, friends to give me some energy boost, I don't want to slack around anymore.
I want my life to be more Meaningful with colours!!

When I got really nothing to do at work

Found something interesting in the website.

I got really nothing to do today, supervisor and boss is not around. Other colleague is busy with their stuffs.
Therefore, I went to read something below:
"
~First and foremost, the very important, never meet your boss’ eyes. It’s a number one rule because you would look like you were watching for him. You have to be careful. Just look on your PC, hold a ball pen and pretend you’re thinking of something really important.

~Go to the toilet as if you’re being chased, like you don’t have the time to go to the toilet. Then, stay there for at least five minutes. Don’t exceed to seven minutes. And return back to your seat like you have a lot of paper works.

~Drink or eat some snacks like you don’t have some spare time either. Eat fast like you were always in a panic. At least you’re getting full instead of falling asleep because of the boring ambience.

~Surf the internet. Surf what’s latest. But minimize the window first. Just be careful not to get caught, okay?

~If you’re doing emails or whatsoever, try blogging. Write whatever you like and then when lunch break came, you may copy paste it to your blog site. Like what I am doing now.
"
And that is what I am doing.

My neck got stiff when there is nothing to do except for facing the computer and doing nothing.

Hope I can knock off early, though it's not possible.

HAVE FUN to those who have nothing to do at Work!
At least I wasted 15 minutes by posting this.

JIA YOU!!!

Pictures of Memory

These are describe as messy to my MUM.


I have been planning to put this up for weeks and finally do it over the weekends. However, the board might be too small and was not able to fit in all the photos that I would like it to be there. It lighten up my mood when I see all these pictures as they remind me of the people. I cherish (not all of them are out, but they are in my heart.

Nothing can be better than having good friends and family around that I don't feel alone. There are people who don't treat me as friend but it all does not matter.
Most important is to remember those that did.

2 people Mahjong = Loss ($18)
Heart break sia...
Maybe repay him for the movie tickets he gave ba hor.

ITP 3rd week starts tomorrow. Get ready my gear and moving on! WOoTs!

JIA YOU! YES I CAN!!! :D

TOwards ITP

ITP= Industrial Training Programme

Got attached to Motion Pte Ltd, an creative agent.
Small but comfortable place.
Thought it might be interesting and I should increase my knowledge as I believe that what I know is very limited for the creative side.

Grace was used again, because they can't pronounce my Chinese name. Grace was a nice name but I was not use to it after not using it for so long.
~~Grace~~Grace~~Grace~~Grace~~Grace~~Grace~~~

Sitting down on the computer for the whole day was not a good thing too. No green things to rest my eyes. Shall bring something green!

Although I felt a little pressured by the boss but she was friendly and colleagues were fine. Day 1 was simple and I hope to improve myself as days past. It's a good training ground I believe.
Felt very tired on my way back. More tiring then my tako pachi work. But I guess more challenges are ahead of me and I am going to face all those!

6 weeks of Holidays turn into Internship, Good and bad for that. But at least there is a point of learning the knowledge.
It's easy to pronounce Juliana. I can do it!

That's about it and I am going to bed!
Hope all doing ITP are fine and JIA YOU and Good Luck for all of them out there!
Loves, YY:D

CNY Lunar 194

Happy Chinese New Year to all:D

It has been great I guess. Except the part of getting ill yesterday. My stomach is not working so well nowadays, can't eat too much.
Today was great! managed to play Majong with my cousin(cuzie). Won 40... ... CENTs, better than nothing?

As usual:
DAY One is to visit my grandma and some house visiting watched movie （大世界）My mum say because I never been through their times so I think it's not nice. But frankly speaking, I expect it to be better.
DAY Two to temple
DAY Three to visit relatives house when I was not well:(
DAy Four to temple, pray again and visit house:)

Actually I have been thinking. And I was envious of people who have close relationship with their relatives because I feel that I don't like one year only met once except for some really close where we try to meet up more often. Some don't even get to see them. Of course, those overseas are not consider because they can't flew back as and when they like. But I am still felt good because I am still blissful to have families with me and care for me:)
Don't ask for more but hope everyone is healthy, happy, wealthy and thankful for what we got:)
A new start. A new beginning, A new Challenge and a new and better life ahead of us!!

Zzzzzzz....

Faith

I follow the instructions and made it myself!
For the year of rabbit^^

Exams are just around the corner.
Again, ever since my life in Polytechnic, Study, test, holidays. Study, Exam, holidays. The cycle go round and round. But life is still interesting:D
Hope to push up my GPA, so, MUST STUDY HARD!

Anyway, I really believe in FAITH. Sometimes, what is yours is yours, cannot be forced.

Like friends, there are some I can be good and comfortable with and some I don't and some that I can treat like family.
It's amazing how friends became friends. hahaha..
Many times, when friends is quite close to a stage, we began think think how we met each other and began to talk. It was interesting:]

~It's more important to treasure those who cares for instead on focusing on those who don't~

Hope to meet up with friends soon, my schedule is pack this week where everyone want to meet up. Always happen doesn;t it?


Recommendations: FOOD!
Ambiance is quite good, Food is nice!
Tao's restaurant by a Taiwanese.
http://taos-restaurant.com/menu.html
I think it's worth to go on a lunch set if you got the time.

That is all for now:D

CHINESE NEW YEAR! Excited though, got the mood already.

Happy Chinese New Year in advance! I think I won't post it till later date:]

Teacher. Lecturer.

What are the things meaningful to you?

Some words, some talk, really fill my day.

Today, my Business Law teacher gave back our test papers and told every single one of us things that should be take note.
I was motivated and find it very meaningful.
He says "I am not to discourage you but I want to let you know that you should improve on your language..." I think it was very true as I always felt so but I didn't took action. He really like spoke words from heart and I felt it.

"I would rather let you admit your mistakes and improve on it... I can help you with your language... Communication is very important as a Marketing student...
Story; When I was studying in Austria for my Master in Law, I met a lady who is from China and going to take PHD which needs to write long pages of law in English which she have only 6 months to learn English. So she work very hard and was able to write although not able to speak well that time. However, she can speak and write well now."
I get something.
Nothing is impossible. Whether you want it or not.

In conclusion, I just want to say that he is a Great lecturer after my 1.5 years in Polytechnic.
Awesome. *claps*